I AM ALONE

Those minutes where I am alone , just me and my pillow , I think . A lot .I think about everything and anything . It varies from "what am I doing with my life?" the room is so silent , but my mind is so loud . It drives me crazy . because the thing i would never think about , i think about . sometimes , i hate it because it brings up thing i rather think about it again. The split second before sleep is the most active second in my life . <3


YANG RAJIN MENAIP ---> ASHU MUSTAFFA

Dye ialah ANIS BINTI AWI . my best friend + lovely cousin since I'm born 1995 ,

when I honestly ask myself which person in my lives mean the most to me , I often find that it is those who , instead of giving advice , solutions , or cures , have chosen rather to share my pain and touch my wounds with a warm and tender hand . The friend who can be silent with me in a moment of despair or confusion , who can stay with me in a hour of grief and bereavement , who can tolerate not knowing , not curing , not healing and face with me the reality of powerlessness , that is a friend and cousin who cares about me and she is ANIS BINTI AWI >.< you are the best person i ever had ! lovee yawww <3

kami budak gilerr ~

today is Wednesday , as usual we all akn pegy pasar malam ! hehe , pasar malam takan lengkap tanpe kami @ Ashu Mustaffa , Niniey Lovato < and Ebby >.< kitorang mmg gilergiler ~! sebab nye kitorang masehh mude ! hoho . kitorang slalu buadd photoshot ! tu mmg favourite kitorang ! hehe , Bukan na jady model tapy niniey lovato da mmg model just na isi mase teluang ajee ! agagaga ~ kitorang da buadd banyak fotoshot ! macam2 tema daa , mmg seronakkkk ! hehe , kitorang buadd ala kadar sje tapy yang penting haruss VOGUE okayy , ini life kitorang so ta perlu lah orang lain na beri judgement kat kitorang ! no need ! mekaseehh : )